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About Me Member Wannabe Poet Ryan L. M.18/Male/United States

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A Love note

This is the third time I've re-written this first paragraph. Each time so far the paragraph has explored a new topic. I've done this because I'm either indecisive, or I am avoiding something. I am avoiding a topic that is always on the tip of my tongue. A topic I have addressed many times, a topic I hold very dear to my own heart. Ill start off simply by saying I love you. I mean every word of it. You are the most important person in the world to me. But there's a catch, there's always a catch. I don't know who you are, you don't know who you are. And chances are you can't return that love. We have never met, or maybe we have, or maybe we wil

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Fall This is the burning of the fall This is the burning of the kind This is the burning of it all

Memories forgotten Memories forsaken
Memories forever gone

Time to tell it all This is the burning of the fall Fall
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I wanna play along
Keep going
Stop
I want to sing a song
Speak
Swim
I wanna talk long
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Questionable motivationsThis is my art, this is who I am I never requested your approval never frowned upon your rejection Here words flow free, Here I lie.
This is my heart, this is what I have to say Bled from my own experience sought for by none but my own Here thoughts wander, Here I rest.
This is my message, this is my epiphany From pride to pain I speak deaf ears listening intently Here minds break apart, Here I sleep.
This is my mind, this is my insanity Something a pill cannot cure ghostly friends reaching out Here souls are torn, Here I dream. &nbs Questionable motivations
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Nighty NightI am the danger I was made this way by those I loved I am the creature to be feared I want to watch it all burn
They will understand true humility They will believe in the Devil's hand They created their own downfall They are the ones who cast me aside
Watch as it all goes to hell Watch their seeds reach fruition Watch the harvest begin Watch the monster
My thoughts are turned towards purification My mind twists and bends to justify every action My movements mimic that of a jester My life is a cruel satire of normality
I Nighty Night
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Society SucksWe all have an image of how we want to be, and for many people this image is what others tell us is 'interesting'. It's insane. All these things, beauty, love, peace, happiness and perfection. They're jsut things that humans think up to make sense of their pointless existence. We strive to reach our perceptions of these concepts, and thus reach our perceived perfection. So many people are never happy with the way they are because they are told every day that they're not good enough. If they buy this, if they say that, if they know this, if they wear that, then they'll be a little closer to perfection, but they'll never reach it so Society Sucks
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flight.I loathe writing poems when
each word is choking, but baby, we're burning, we're everything broken. We're dancing on embers from hearts made of stone, drinking the dregs when we should've gone home.
Excess embodied, the world's greatest mess,
nothing good ever comes, all we do is undress - let's address all the
things that I wish we had said, just tell me your secrets and then come back to bed. The pit of my stomach, the butterfly net, that's where all of this sickness, this wonder, is kept. flight.
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Engineering

Mon Nov 23, 2009, 12:44 AM

Do Not, I repeat, DO not go into the field of engineering... Im sure its rewarding in the end.. but HOLY HELL IS THERE ALOT OF WORK

goin nuts with it... Math Defines my life atm, no time for humanities, no time.... no time.. no time...

So anyway... lotsa work.. still broken in my own way.. just same ole same ole at this point

I am a bloody FENCER AND REMEMBER THAT... Im doin well, as horrible as it sounds but a "teammate" i Hate is out of the season for hurting his shoulder... THANK GOD.. did i mention im better than him.. Ive knocked him outa more top 8's than i care to remember.. IN YOUR FACE

bastard

And im still hunting, just hunting, just hunting... i want to replace you

one day i suppose i can

Ive also decided i really dislike americans.. bloody american culture pisses me off...

i want to head back to england, been ages since i been there and i wanna go back...

lets all just jump with joy that ...

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Mood: Desperate
Listening to: 5FDP
Reading: Cornelius quartet
Watching: My mind break apart
Playing: the hunt
Eating: My own foot
Drinking: Water

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I am a fencer... unfortunately

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Current Residence: NJ
Interests: Fencing
Favourite movie: Inside Man
Favourite band or musician: Buckethead
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite artist: les claypool
Favourite poet or writer: Asimov
MP3 player of choice: i pod
Shell of choice: Arogance it hides all
Favourite game: "Build em up and break em"
Favourite gaming platform: Life
Personal Quote: “It pays to be obvious, especially if you have a reputation for subtlety.”
Tools of the Trade: Words

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~GimmeAReason Nov 17, 2009, 5:47:51 PM

heya ^^ sorry I haven't been on aim lately, it got deleted in a clean sweep of my computer.....

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fear not the future because it can hold the same as the past but embrace it because it can be different - a special someone

~artist-of-deceit Nov 17, 2009, 7:12:06 PM

kk...

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“It pays to be obvious, especially if you have a reputation for subtlety.”
- Isaac Asimov (1920-1992)

~GimmeAReason Nov 17, 2009, 7:20:46 PM

How have you been?

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fear not the future because it can hold the same as the past but embrace it because it can be different - a special someone

~artist-of-deceit Nov 17, 2009, 7:38:59 PM

same ol same ol, yourself?

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“It pays to be obvious, especially if you have a reputation for subtlety.”
- Isaac Asimov (1920-1992)

~GimmeAReason 7 hours 29 minutes ago

hey haven't talked in a while, how are you?

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fear not the future because it can hold the same as the past but embrace it because it can be different - a special someone

~GimmeAReason Oct 27, 2009, 1:25:25 PM

hey whatsup? Haven't talked to you in a while

been wondering what going on, how's life and all that stuff...

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fear not the future because it can hold the same as the past but embrace it because it can be different - a special someone